Hmm... not feeling happy these days.
I mean happy as in -i.am.feeling.somehow.empty.something.not.right.somewhat.unsatisfied- with what?
I also dunno.

Great, I just realised that I've got mid-terms when school reopens!
It's such a bleah feeling.
I'm probably stressed out again... with driving (2 months + untouched) and those irritating papers and project - which i have not started.
Plus the c . c . a . that only serves to pissify me rather than gratify.
Don't think I'm going for the whatever meeting later - arranged at a time and place that is soo soo unconvenient for me - but not HiM.
I rather go my boy's house and risk getting sprayed - can't use the right word, it disgusts me. haha.
Darn... when had I turned into such a ... a ... a ... something.

Anyway, mahjong session later!
Where I'm gonna be a maid and serve them (plus bring my social psy text there to read) since I don't know how to play, and seriously don't wish to learn how to play.
At least I am with people I like!!! and I will be glad.. though with the stress.
Hopefully they won't skin me when they see that I'm bringing a Textbk there to read. Lol.
Oppa driving us there too... I shall direct the path, since it's near my ex-workplace.
Yahoo.

Resolution:
To Not talk to kk after 11pm!
Starting a conversation any time after 11pm will result in it ending somewhere near 3am.
And getting cursed every night of failing my exam due to my slacker attitude (I am not slacking this sem!) -> reverse psych don't work for me darling, encouragement once in a while does.
And I won't get enough sleep - like the past 2 days.
And I can't be sleep deprived during driving... it's dangerous.

Manda's friend's bloggie disgust me.
She doesn't even look like she does that!
Looks can be deceiving. Once again.