I think I have a report due tomorrow again. Again. And I have not started doing it at all.
I think I am very much blessed by God... seriously.
I haven been seeing myself studying but the results that I am getting are not that sucky... all right, YET.
Hmm... I have not even give this much thought until some friends struck me with this statement, "you are now full-time baito and part-time student".
Ya, I never even Think about this before.
Am I forsaking too much studies for my baito-s? Hmm...
Even matte is telling me.. commitments, studies and God and stuff.. prioritites and stuff..
... ... ...
All right, so I've made this huge decision to not do a baito this thurs.
Ewww.. will feel so wasted. But at least I don't have to go through all the troubles of rescheduling my tutorials and not attending lectures.
And to think that I have to miss about 6 bai-tos in dec due to my exams... 心痛啊!!
Attending so many wedding dinners recently.
I have this feeling that I am growing into this one big lump of fats.
Eeeew.
I thought that this was my last bai-to for these few months so was kinda major disappointed when I have somehow too quiet and boring guys. haha.
So yea, not all boys are fun neh~ but it is true they are easier to take nonetheless.
Fiona jie's wedding~
Wei xiang gor's wedding at the hotel that I only visit too often.
Haha.
Hmm... I see cousins getting married I am like the least bit excited.
Much as I am glad that they can find someone to share their lives with.
I feel that I am really un-passionate about all these.
Like, I don't think I can really find a human that I can love enough to marry and spend the rest of my life with.
I am so numb towards the long-term romantic vibes.
I think even short term isn't going to work for me anymore.
何で？
왜요?
