It's all going to end.
Yesterday I made a call, and told 'im I am tired and stressed about everything - about us.
I hope he knows, it's time to move on.
I really feel bad.
For leading him on, for all the things that I have done but shouldnt have. For Starting something that I know will only end up this way. I shouldn't have been so "gian"..like what markie has advised. I shouldn't have bloody go to the pub, like what wensy tooty has advised. I shouldn't have gone to his house, like what Lonnie has advised. I really feel much better after talking to wensy tooty and markie. I get all things out and now all is fine.
