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Tuesday, January 03, 2006

I wanted to post yesterday but it was late when I am back from the airport and my modem seriously sucks at night.

Woa... has been eating alot, food goes in but not out! so damn.

Let me recount what happened yesterday k?

Afternoon tuition:
Dad drove me. Greato, don't need to waste on transportation fees.
Ok, allow me to complain. That bloody asshole of a boy. Do you know how many times I have to take a DEEP breath while teaching? Do you understand how exasperated I am? Do you know how much I wish to slam the butt n slap the face of that FA Lan Jiao? okok. Sorry for that inflammation of his name. But I have never met a more defiant asshole.
Do you know I only took 2 seconds to finish typing the above sentence? So you know how ji dong I am.

Evening Farewell:
Ok, so it's farewell again. But unlike the last farewell where dragon is leaving secretly, this time round you can see a hell lot of people there sending jae hoon oppa, hyuk oppa and boram unni.
Surprisingly, I don't feel any great emotions towards their leaving. Probably I wasn't that attached, probably cos I know that there is something call email, and probably cos I know there is something call aeroplane. And I know that 天下无不散之筵席. (tian xia wu bu san zhi yan xi). So, separaton is inevitable. They left behind good memories with us. That is enough. And I took pictures :) Haha.

The biasness of me. I wrote a card for each of them, I even wrote 3 sentences in korean to jae hoon oppa. Then I made him circle my mistakes and tell me in email.. HAHa. And I tell Boram that she is a yeh poon unni (pretty sis). Ah, din't write much to Hyuk because we dint really talk much after his get together with someone.

Now I am thinking, people who are totally into them in church, who uses korean at every opportunity. After some time, when the heat goes down, they will just stop using it and everything is like so... you know. I want to see how long it can last. But Boram unni encouraged me to continue learning korean, one day, when she comes back, we can have conversation in korean! I really wish to do that too, when I have the money and time to go and learn. Soon, I hope.

By the way, everytime I hear people say "I will vist them in this place", "I will come back to that place".. I would begin think stuff. I remember saying that to my friends from korea too, that I will visit them soon. So I kept them waiting, and waiting... and they really are waiting, asking me ever so often especially during the hols if I am going down soon. Then I will feel guilty, for making empty promises. I really wish to visit, but maybe not at this point in time. Sometimes, hope hurts. This kind of words are like "said in the spur of the moment", probably you are just sad of the separation, but after some time, when the heat subsides, you probably won't think about it much anymore, leading the usual hectic life again.

Yep... and so. Savour the moment while it lasts. Ya?

I am off to the visitor corner of Boram unni's homepage now, she said that she would make some alteration so that I can post stuff. ( cos if you want to post at the cyworld homepage, you have to make a cyworld account. Mind you, it's damn difficult, I tried, but damn my korean sux, can't bloody make out what to do, and they nid some registration stuff one - a photocopy of ur IC, can you believe it?)

Today's tuition:
I think this girl is really really very guai. And I seriously enjoyed teaching her. She picks up things real fast too, so it's super easy to teach. Plus her grandma is always offering me stuff to eat, they are so so nice. But, I have to end her tuition after next week cos I am getting busy and I want to keep only 2 tutees. I would keep her if not for the low pay.
Oh, the FA LAN JIAO only have to teach one subject but he is damn getting on my nerves. Plus his foundation in chinese it almost like kindergarten. I would kick him out if not for the single bus trip and higher pay. Damn.